Thanks for the message Ian. I completely understand how you feel. It’s a gene thing for me as well. I’m assuming you’re an ectomorph as well. One of the first story I wrote this month is my insane story of how I plan to gain mass this month. Here it is: https://medium.com/swlh/can-you-handle-the-obsession-needed-to-reach-your-most-insane-goals-14e667b5912b. This may inspire you. It’s been a really HARD journey, but I’m almost there. But you are right about accepting it. Which is also HARD. Either way, I’m happy when I have the courage to expose it, and I’m happy when I’m working towards fixing it. Cheers to us imperfect people!